Your Words Stain My Arms Like This Razor

Purple - Me
Blue - My friend

My eyes glaze over as I stare at my scarred wrist.
The pain it brings is not enough. I must cut more.
I dig the blade in...deeper...deeper until my blood spills. I smile. 1 cut. 2 cuts. 3 cuts. 4 cuts. One more and I can finally go. One more and I can finally die. His words stain my arms in pain. But soon I'll be gone, and it won't matter. Not to anyone. Not even to me.

Don't Let Anything Stop You...

Next time you think that you can't do something,
Let that thought float away into the wilderness of broken dreams and hopes.
You can do anything,
Don't let anything stop you,
Do what you want,
Don't say no,
Don't let anyone say no to you,
Untie your bonds,
Stretch out, release your feelings,
Let your hopes flourish,
Let your dreams free,
Look for the stars,
And don't let any one block out that view...

Would You Miss Me?

Orange = Me

Dark Purple = My friend

Hurt

Blood

Tear

Flesh

Forgotten

Pain

Painful

Loneliness

Please

Blade

Breath

Bitterness

Help

Hate

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe out

Pain. Blood. Bitter. Death.

Orange = Me
Dark Purple = My friend

WARNING: CAN BE DESCRIPTIVE

The blade. The blood. The bitterness. The nausea. The death.

A broken soul cries.

The blood trickles down my arm as black spots appear in my vision.

With the sound of drip-drip-drip life seeps away.

The bath is no longer clean; water mixed with blood stains the once pristine white tiles.

A last tear falls, trickling down a still warm cheek.

The words 'fat', 'ugly' and 'useless' leave scars in my brain and arms.

Cold, hard blade. I push it in further. Goodbye world.

Happiness is what I feel when I leave, not pain.

Birthday Haul!!!!!❤❤

Hiya y'all!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's right, today I finally turned 14 years old!!!!!

Here is my birthday haul!!!!!

I got quite a lot of presents, so this might take some time.

From +Jazzy P(mainly), +Amy Ho and +Aishabella Sheikh. 

I got One Direction badges and a One Direction necklace.

I also got 2 packets of loom bands, so I'm gonna be quite busy theses next few weeks! ;-)

One of the last things I got from those beautiful people is this necklace, along with a red skipping rope and a pretty pink card!!! 

From my family friend, I got this tuspaah.

This unique bag.

This praying mat, 

And these beautiful necklaces!

 Last, but definitely not least, from my friends (who I will not name *insert evil laugh here*) They made three signs for me, but I didn't take a closer picture of the third one because someone drew an inappropriate picture on it.

And from another friend, I got the third book in the Geek Girl series!

Those were all my birthday presents!!!!! Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and gave me presents!!!!!

Remember, if y'all would like to request something, please comment it below, including if I can mention you, and I will do my best to get it done!!!!!

Love y'all!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤